been thinking a lot recently. my conclusion is that whatever i'm doing, there are others doing more and putting more soul into it. and it feels sick.

due to my horrible performance for the last three sems, the mark is set pretty high for me. but mrs loh said to keep my options open and apply for it.. sadly its closed for places like HCI and NJ but finally, there are three options left. each of them already have a footprint set by either my brother or my cousins. (one still in the making)

if you have no idea what i'm saying, too bad. if i'm in a good mood, i'll explain to you.

mr ang filled out teacher's comments for me and he wrote some good stuff. but i guess he, like my parents and of course myself, would prefer to stick to what i'm doing. i dont what god has planned for me. its confusing. and today,